Long Time No Blog

Hmm, its been a while since I last blogged. I usually write the blog during my lunch break at work, but I have been on training this week with no access to the internet during the day.

So what has been happening, well Peter reappeared , which gave me a real shock. He was only on for about 30 minutes and did not IM me. He had sent me an email before logging on, but it was a cold, matter of fact, email simply saying that his PC had fried itself and he was unable to contact me due being unemployed and homeless. I was IMed by my friends and I felt like a phalanx had surrounded me to protect me. To all my friends, a big thank you, lots of hugs, I love you all. I was with Un, cuddling in his arms. He told me that if I wanted to go back with Peter he would understand. Not a chance, Un is everything Peter wasn't and more, so basically no contest. There will always be a bit of my heart that's Peter's, that will always cause a little twinge, but I choose Un. I choose a sweet, gentle, man with whom I can be comfortable with, a man I can trust totally, a companion. /me sighs contentedly.

What else, well NCI International disappeared a little early, So had some fun rearranging venues for the classes that were due to be there, the only problem one was my hair class which requires a lot of free prims. I tried to hold it at NCI South, plenty of prims, but the sim crashed and when it came back up, it was unstable. This class is going to be a headache to host.

Talia and Austin got themselves partnered, WOOT WOOT. I'm so happy for them. Ahh, the stories I could tell from the past, but I better not *giggles*. Anyway, I don't need to wish them the best, they already have it, in each other.

Must go, I have a ton of things I must do.

Afon

A Crazy Weekend

What a weekend!

The most memorial thing to happen was that Peter logged in! It was like an electric shock through me. I was with Un, cuddling and chatting, when he logged in. I was contacted by Dey, with offers of support, and Talia came on line shortly after and offered her support. Held by Un, I felt like a phalanx of friends had surrounded me to protect me, they all helped me. I am so grateful to them, I feel so undeserving. Peter did not contact me, and logged off shortly after.

In RL I have not been in the position of losing someone close to me, so I am unprepared to handle the emotions I feel. Un has made me so happy, and he is such a sweet gentleman. I think he may have been dreading this day, wondering if I would go back with Peter. He told me that if i wanted to, he would understand and accept my desicion. That confirmed what I allready knew, that I choose Un. I still feel the pain of that shock, it will take a while to abate, but at least I have felt what I dreaded. If Peter logs in again, the pain wont be so bad, and I know it will lessen over time.

The rest of the weekend is kind of a blur, some things happened that I cannot blog, good things.

Afon

Dancing Away The Night

A late login and a welcome Hi from Un.

Just after logging in, Talia also logged in, so we had chat before I went to join Unique.

Un took me to a romantic sim called Venezia Italia where we took a gondola ride round the canals, relaxing in Un's arms. Un told me its was a bit slow in places, but I did not mind *smiles dreamily*. I usually use my camera to check out any shops we pass, but I didn't this time, hmm, I wonder if I'm coming down with something lol.

Once the trip was over, we then went onto the dance club there and danced the rest of the night away. First dancing a ballroom, then a slow dance, finally kissing on a bridge over one of the canals.

Afon

A Mixed Day

Thursdays are usually quiet, so I was hoping to spend some quality time with Un. Its one week since he first approached me, asking me for a date. So much has happened since then. He has been a constant (and very pleasurable) companion since then, putting up with me dragging him around as I did what I thought I needed to do. My memories of before Un seem to be memories of a distant past. I managed to spend some time devoted to Un, and I hope Un felt it was quality time, I feel guilty and lucky.

Sheesh, work calls...

Afon

A Poem From My Love

I love the wind,
She caresses my sails.
She brings them to life.
She fills them with purpose.
Afon is my wind.

I love the sunshine.
She warms my skin.
She lights my path.
She chases away the haunting shadows.
Afon is my sunshine.

I love the sea.
She carries me to far away places.
She cradles me in her gentle swells.
Her waves rock me to sleep at the end of a weary day.
Afon is my sea.

I love the night.
She brings me peace.
She hides my imperfections.
She keeps my secrets.
Afon is my night.

Un

o' mice an' men

So much for my plans last night. It should have been a free night, only a small update to the events listing. It ended up a nightmare (and I did not manage to do the small update!). My only consolation is that my sweet Un was with me most of the time. Almost all of what happened I cannot blog, not because it was personal, but because it wasn't.

Thankfully we did managed some time alone together at sim called Midnight Reflections. Held in his strong arms, quietly chatting, in beautiful , peaceful surroundings. Looking out over a lake, a few butterflies fluttering nearby, dark, romantic dark not gothic dark, a place to be with your love or to chat quietly, peacefully. Even my client crashing could not destroy the ambiance. I have been before, to think on my life, but its a place best appreciated with another. Our time together was too short, as the rest of SL intruded and I was brought back to virtual reality with a bump.

No matter how busy things are, there is always time for a cuddle.

Afon

Monday !!

Mondays are my most difficult days to cope with, I have an RL commitment so my time in SL is limited and I seem to spend my time completing the Class Schedule postings. Poor Un got ignored again, as a job that should have taken 1.5 hours stretched to 3+ hours due to interruptions. From a personal point of view, this is ok, but I now have to consider Un, so it was frustrating. Ok grip over.

Rainbow resigned last night, and with Rose going as well, we no longer have an Education Director. I don't really want to take on more work, lol, I joined SL to relax and explore myself, not to get a job! But I will not see NCI left in the lurch, and Un, bless him, has told me he will support me in whatever I do.

Tonight I am going to dedicate to my sweet Un, or at least I'm going to dam well try to. *smiles shyly* I'm melting just thinking about it.

This is not a clever tag line.

(*giggles*) Afon